Jesus cried “Father forgive them, they know not what they do.” 
The girls I work with 
She gave up her virginity at 13
She got pregnant at 14 
She got kicked out of 4 schools this year
She cussed me out in her lunch room 
She gives herself to any guy who asks 
She is failing school
She dropped out
She doesn’t have the credits to graduate on time
She has been arrested 4 times for breaking curfew 
She has gone to court twice for truancy
She steals to get what she needs 
She disrespects anyone and everyone in her path 
She’s got two fists she knows how to use 
She knows a guy who’s got a gun
Jesus cried “Father forgive them, they know not what they do” 
Her dad’s not in the picture
Her mom she never knew 
Her auntie is a crack addict
Her uncle is a drunk
Her foster parents don’t want her anymore
Her grandma kicked her out for the tenth time this year
Her dad got deported 
Her family’s in a gang
Her family sells drugs
Jesus cried “Father forgive them, they know not what they do” 
I harbor anger 
I cuss her out in my head 
I don’t pray 
I waste my time 
I fail to love
I fail to do as I should
I judge others
I am conceited 
Jesus cried “Father forgive them, they know not what they do”
With aching body
With blood dripping from his wrists and feet
As he hung there 
Jesus cried “Father forgive them, they know not what they do”
While 
Looking at the people that put him there 
Looking at the people who beat him 
Looking at the people who cursed death upon him
Looking at the people who denied him, betrayed him 
Looking at the people who were guilty but uncharged 
Looking at the people 
Looking at the people 
Looking at the people as it was hard to breathe 
Looking at the people as he throat ached for relief 
Looking at the people 
His heart broke for them 
His heart broke for their sin 
His heart broke for they were lost, scared, confused, ignorant, wandering, blind, hurting, suffering 
Jesus cried “Father forgive them they know not what they do”
Jesus cried for their forgiveness 
Cried for their redemption
We are the people 
The girls I work with are the people 
I am the people 
Jesus looks at us 
And Cries for our forgiveness 
Cries for our redemption 
Jesus cries for you and for me as he hung there dying on that tree
“Father forgive them they know not what they do.”
the days are long but the years are short
10 years ago
 
1 comment:
wow you are an incredible writer...so real.
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